Monday, March 27, 2006
8:58 PM
All right! Supposed to go to the airport today and pick my dad up today, but heck, i overslept! Dad's flight was to arrive at 3, but i woke up at 2? HAHA! Well, fortunately, somehow, for some strange reason yet to be discovered, my dad wasn't at the airport today. WAHAHAHA!! Maybe there was a mistake in the information or something, but whatever it is, it was a blessing and misfortune. Well, the good thing is i was spared from a big scolding from BOTH my mum and dad. The bad thing is that i gotta spend 15 bucks on my taxi fare. From Serangoon all the way to Changi Airport. Sighz, but these are small matters. I'm tired, and i'm really unsure of my path now. Which way should i go? Should i turn left or right? Move forward or backwards? I'm really in a delimma now, and i feel weak, broken, defeated and useless. Sigh, i'm seriously hovering on the brink of insanity now. I feel like a tadpole in a puddle of water which is drying up soon. With no way to go, i can't swim anywhere or grow fast enough to turn into a frog to get away from that wretched place. I seriously hope that an angel will come forth from the High Heavens and give me some guidance, and guide me back to the proper path. However, i would think that this is only wishful thinking on my part, why would an angel, someone so pure, come down to earth just to save an insignificant person like me?
im torn between
silence & violent expression
