Sunday, April 09, 2006
2:02 PM
Sighz, was supposed to leave for malaysia today, but due to a series of unfortunate events, i am left out. Reason? My passport is due to expire in excatly 10 days! And according to the rules, if your passport is going to expire in 1 month, you aren't supposed to leave the country, and heck, mine has 10 days validity left, but hey, i'm only going for a day or two! And i'll be back before the expiry date! Hey man, what the heck! Ah well, but everything is the goverment. Apparently, they are afraid of us, running away from NS. I mean, hey man, you want us to defend this piece of land, yet you don't trust us?(All right, i shall stop discussing sensitive political issues here, just in case). But, then again, what ever happened to freedom of speech?(JESTYN! STOP DISCUSSING POLITICAL ISSUES HERE! WHICH PART OF YOUR FRIGGING NUMBSKULL DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND!?) Geez. Looks like is a battle of supremacy between the left and right brains, haha! I'm a genius, looks like i should join the debate team. Haha!(All right! Ego!)
Look at this! Arrgghh!
Things aside, i think i should seriously re-consider my offer of help and hospitality in future(Not you hanster, you have helped me out even more times than u unload your stockpile!) or even when you guys come and request for my help. Why is it that when a person asks me for help, i will always do my utmost? No matter what the problem is, be it checking for information or looking for a hard-to-find material, or hacking a person to pieces(all right, the last one is just for fun). Yet, when it is my turn to seek your help, none of you can be found, and i seriously wonder why. Is it that my request for your help, is akin to asking for the Sun and the Moon? Or is it that it is virtually impossible? If you can't or ain't keen, please say so. Instead of using those honeyed lips of yours, and those sweet lies of promise to help, but in the end, it all ended up with nothing. Why don't we just be frank with each other all right? Just say, 'Sorry Jestyn, but i don't wish to help you. But thanks for being a sucker and helped me out those tight spots back then.' Fine by me, oh yea, and to these idiots out there 'Thanks for nothing, ass-chucks. Please crawl back to the hole you came from, you are the bane of society.'
P.S I'm gonna change my router, is the 2nd time that it disconnected within 2 hrs AND in the midst of my blogging!
im torn between
silence & violent expression
