Wednesday, April 26, 2006
10:41 PM
WORK HARD FOR NANGUN JESTYN! Yes, now that's what you should be doing. Haha! Finally, i've gotten into nangun proper. Hells, i didn't perform as well as i hoped to do and i made a hell lot of mistakes. Yea, and one good instance is that i couldn't tell left from right! Haha, i know it sounds a little ridiculous, but is true! Well, maybe partly, cause the coach was speaking in Chinese! YES! CHINESE BABY! My fatal weakness! CHINESE! THE BANE OF MY LIFE! Haha, so drama(Well, got this from Police and Thief yesterday) Haha. And the swinging of my gun(stuff) was totally offhand. Another fatal mistake. Sighz, gotta train hard, if i ever hope to take part in the upcoming compeition this year. Which is somewhere around August and September. Bloody Hell, there had not be any major exams around this time!
And another suprise, Gladys came today. Totally shocked! I mean, now that i didn't see you for sometime, i was hoping that i could get over you and move on, however, it seems that fate and brought us to meet again. Is this a sign? Signifying that I shouldn't give up? Or is the Timeless one testing my patience and endurance that i must hang on, no matter how dim the hope is?
Whatever it is, your appearance today has made a great 'impression?' on me. Yet, my mind is a whirl now, akin to a world going topsy-turvy. Maybe I should make a point to come down every Saturday too.
Sighz, everything looks bleak. Is there still a future?
im torn between
silence & violent expression
